Monday, 23 October 2017

Creations

A kid mindlessly disfigured his sand castle. Hatefully destroying the upsetting edifice with his hands. It represented to him an abstract pattern, vague and disharmonious with what he had initially imagined. The truth about innovation is its ability to evolve. Evolution is an obligation to thought. Though sometimes this evolution can be towards a more refined product, it also poses a bane to the creator’s crave for originality. When reality catches up with imagination, the alloy is usually a marvellous creation but when it is not, it is but a Frankenstein result. Most of us ignore the fact that our ability to obliterate a brilliant idea is far more adaptable than our ability to nurture it. Dream and forget is a common but misused trait of man. We pay no heed to the compelling desire in each one of us to produce something original. Something basic to our nature but complex to another. This craving is subtly ignored as we push ourselves towards checking off a belligerent checklist called life. What makes us do this? An adept and comfortable way of ignorance and sloth. Fear is also part of this recipe as we slowly watch the sticks rotate without really materializing our dreams. We are posed not only by external hurdles but internal blockades as well. The hardest person to inspire is often yourself. Once a person has convinced himself, the rest of the world is just an encore to a grand premier.
    While we ponder over this idea, we need to also observe an interesting irony most of us miss. We are subtly ignoring our ability to innovate, and at the same time, we are also ignoring our creations. All of us are creators in our own way. An optimistic view would suggest that we innovate, breach our walls of moderation and rise beyond a self-centered cage every single moment of our lives. The power of innovation is a divine power we all share. The time you hummed a tune you’d never heard or knitted a loop of thread or even misspelt a word, you exercised this power. It may sound ridiculous but if you look closely, it was something you created. Temporary and absolutely useless, but aren’t we in some ways temporary and useless if we consider ourselves as creations? After every action we commit, we need to ask ourselves if this creation of ours was a respectful and important one. If it failed that criteria, we try harder to create something better the next time. This loop must continue until we find ourselves reflecting and collaborating with others over a complex and versatile spectrum of thought. When this condition has been reached, we can truly say that our obstinate passion for innovation has been achieved if not accomplished for it is an endless process going back and forth. A catalyst to such a reaction could be nothing more than a leap into a magical realisation. An advocate of realism would ridicule such notions but the scale of application is often the correspondent of success. To observe such elusive ideas, one must be keen and attentive. Once we grasp these little trinkets of imagination, our surroundings become a little more colorful and less mundane. But if we morph this with a will of implementation, our purpose becomes less obnoxious.

Tuesday, 21 May 2013

Reason



A feather flew aimlessly in the air, being carried by the wind. It blew where it's driving force directed it to move and landed without weight on the shining leather shoes of Adam, who at the point of time was waiting impatiently outside the operation theatre. His brother was admitted to a hospital after a road accident in which Adam himself was involved. The moment the little red bulb outside the room turned off, his heart started beating in an even faster pace. The doctor came out with an expressionless face.
"We did everything we could but the injuries were too severe. I’m sorry. He must have been very strong, he fought for a week which was a miracle." he said.
     All the anxiety and tension left Adam as he felt calm. He accepted the plain truth, served directly to him, without thinking twice about other consequences that were possible. He tried to remember the times he had with his brother. The good ones first. He knew all those memories were incomplete, most of them never even happened. Then sprang a thought from nowhere. He couldn’t remember what happened to him in the accident. He couldn’t even remember how he got to the hospital. A range of questions hit his mind, as he suddenly felt distant from his surroundings. He turned back slowly, there was something different. Something was missing from reality. It seemed normal but the slight difference was so obvious that it could not be laid a finger on. He then saw his mother crying. It seemed to him only fitting. He stood there with his mother, grieving his brother's death and slowly reason caught up with him. He knew he had to console her, tell her it was all going to be okay. But she wouldn’t respond. The best he could do for her was to leave her alone. He stood there in the corridor wondering how his family got into such a crisis. He tried to remember the accident but everything seemed so faint and foggy. The mind was blank and the more he tried to explore it, the more lost he would get. The state of mind he was in was like a maze with no exit. To get out of such a maze, he had to retrace his steps to go back to where he started. Sometimes getting too deep into answering questions, we forget the question itself. Adam then thought, it must have been his fault. After all, he was older and had to take care of his brother. His mind encountered a new emotion, guilt. He failed to look after his brother and protect him which led him to his death. He turned back to look at his mother. She was now weeping looking at the body being moved out of the operation theatre. Adam thought to himself that this will be the last time he’ll ever see his brother. He moved forward with anxiety and froze suddenly. It hit him with all force. There was something wrong with the surroundings. Now he noticed what his subconscious was trying to scream at him. He turned to the direction where he earlier saw a boy sitting in a wheel chair. The boy had seemed strangely familiar. He took a closer look, only to be shocked. It was his brother. The mind functions mysteriously as reflexes work in a way that even science fails to explain sometimes. He rushed towards the body being taken away. He peeked over his mother's shoulder, but he already half knew what he was going to find. Everything fell in place. On the stretcher, he saw his own body pale and motionless.


-Sandeep Kunichi